An Honest Prayer for the Road That Opened Me
God,
I used to think faith lived mostly inside buildings -
in the sermons, the studies, the carefully folded bulletins,
the places where the floors were swept
and the answers were tidy.
But out here, beneath a sky too wide to control,
I’m learning something different.
Something truer.
Something I think You’ve been whispering all along.
So today I’m praying not from a pew,
but from a place in me that feels like open road.
Meet me here, God -
in the uncontained places.
In the questions that loosen old certainties.
In the winds that strip away what no longer fits.
In the quiet moments when my heart recognizes
that You were never limited to the rooms I confined You to.
Thank You for the friends
who see what I’m becoming before I can name it.
For the ones who hand me words
that feel like a mirror held up to my soul.
For the gentle reminders
that I am no longer living beneath coverings
that were too small for me.
Help me keep stepping into the wide places -
even when it feels vulnerable,
even when the old voices call me back
to safety, smallness, or silence.
Teach me to trust the God I encounter
in the wind
in the landscape
in the ache
in the beauty
in the breath-by-breath unfolding of my life.
Let my faith be the kind that holds up
not just under roofs,
but under sky -
faith that is lived, not just learned;
felt, not just framed;
expanded, not merely inherited.
And as I walk forward, God,
help me keep what is true:
love that hums beneath everything,
grace that meets me on the road,
and a You who is bigger than any theology
that once told me to stay small.
May the open road continue to teach me.
May the widened sky continue to steady me.
May my heart stay soft enough
to recognize You in every new horizon.
Amen.

